Calling to Ministry

It was on Tuesday when I went out with my Children Church friends.
I was sitting at the table where there were 6 of us. Gotta learn a bit more about the people in my CCH zone.

As the conversation continued, i discovered i was sitting with a group of conquerors. I felt like the woman in 2 Kings whose son the prophet promised is dead..haha.. if u know what i mean..It is well. I said to myself.

These are people who have either realised their calling in ministry or on the verge of doing so.

They have ran the race and fought the good fight of faith and won the temporary crown and come into a temporary rest. These are 5 people who know where they are going and what they are doing already..

I envy these people..I know I want to be where these people are.
Fighting the battle with people of the same vision standing beside them.
It is bliss...

God I cling on to the words I've heard. I know it is not an illusion. Soon those words will not be things i put in my heart but a life lived out.. and expended..

There is something else that day, but I will leave it to another day to tell the story..

It is well

ThanK You....

God Help Me..(rewritten)

Recently many things have happened.
Many changes and many hindrances
Many old challenges resurfacing in my life...
My heart and my flesh, they fail..
At this stage in my Christian life, i can ill afford such delays.
God Pls help me..

ICT ---- 11 June - 18 June

Hi to the readers of my blog.
So touched to hav u leave comments on my blog. thank you:-)
and Kgoon too for putting up a link on his blog..

I jus came back from ICT. Went back to try to be a scout agn.
My fitness is a far cry from last year. Flopped IPPT but outfield went well.

This ICT is really like a Sabbath.
A time to rest really. It was so refreshing.
God spoke to me about many things. Abt Courage.
He spoke about how we Christians can b so courageous cos of a God who will protect us.
tt Courage is really the key to grow up..
Thot abt it and discovered how every breakthru required so much courage and assurance from God.
It is the time of being set free from how others think about you and the many seemingly impt things u do which r actually not impt.

Recently some people i hav been reaching out to showed signs of health in spirituality.
that led me to realise the most impt thing i am doing in my life.
I thank God for prospering this area of my life, to give the increase where i sown..
it was really fruitless at first when i reached out to people tt others have alr given up on..
when others and even myself tell me that it is really a waste of time.
True enough, it was so long so long b4 i see the health signs i am seeing right now.

I felt so happy.. God this is really what i wanna do.
The impossible, the foolish things to this world with You and Your Voice...

The Greatest Lover of all Times.

Well, the story starts with God loves you and He loves u too much to leave you the same way u came to Him.

Well, the secod part is where most people freak out.
Not so, read on. Firstly God is not a dumb Father although a lot of people react to Him as though He is.

He wants you to receive new things so He says b4 He does it, He will give you warning first. (Isaiah) Can u imagine that?

Now, for a guy to accept new things, he needs to be humble.
See, the old ways have worked for him so many times that he jus dun noe what else to do.
The guy has become so good at it. Change is tough. Pride hinders. The guy rejects change initially.

Tough things always needs a little sweetening.
Thats where love comes into the picture.
Now God knows that and keeps His temper down a bit.
So thats why we are all still quite alive and kicking.

He knows that immediate compliance is rare.
All of us needs a bit of chasing, pursuing.
He attempts to capture our attention and entice us with the desires of our hearts.

God is good, He knows what makes His creation ticks.
oh the effort He puts in to send e message across to one person is incredible.
He is the best Lover of all Times.

So thank God I have a God with a better opinion of myself than myself...