It probably doesn't get worse than this..

4 The pangs of death surrounded me, And the floods of ungodliness made me afraid.
5 The sorrows of Sheol surrounded me; The snares of death confronted me.
6 In my distress I called upon the LORD,
And cried out to my God;
He heard my voice from His temple,
And my cry came before Him, even to His ears.

Freedom

Breathe the air of freedom..
Freedom is being at ease with God.
Freedom is coming into reconciliation with God
Freedom is knowing in your spirit that u agree with God in life.
Why would anyone confront God on his/her own terms?
Life is tough enough with God around.
Without Him, U r gonna be barely breathing...

But for fear... we confront God..
But for thoughts.. we confront God..
But for unforgiveness.. we confront God..

Give it up. Faith, Miracles, Reconciliation.. Freedom.