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Cannot believe still got people read my blog when its so dead... haha..

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I am gg crazy today.. need to go gym and sweat abit liao..

Read the Bible but today nothing lei.. so weird sia..

There are things I cannot figure out..

There are lots of things I cannot figure out..
I have been told I got low self awareness..
maybe...

SHI FEN JIALAT...

Tell u all ah... the worst thing I can imagine is life being totally routine.
And I cannot tahan routine life...

NOT because its boring. (I am generally uninteresting)

BUT because it means things are staying the same way they were.

AND that is SHI FEN JIALAT....

Sisters

I just found out that I mix around with sisters and almost no brothers at all nowadays in church that is...

CG.. Meng, Rach, Qin.
CCH.. Esther, Tracy, Susan, Yuncui, Grace..

Maybe a few brothers.. Delai, Kenneth, Nicholas, thats about it?
jialat.. will I become Ku Niang anot?

Think a bit liao lo... jialat.

Giving up and Quitting

When I see people quit, it is scary..
They just give up.. and it all seems so natural.
Its tough, its not worth it, its not gg to happen anyway. Its dumb.

All the things they hold dear in their lives... even if it takes some time, why can't people work things out?

We just dun get all the things we want all the time. BUT if the things are the right things.. then why give them up?

nothing starts out perfect, nothing goes perfect and nothing ends perfect for that matter.

I dun know if you call that an interesting part of life or sorrows of life.

But the point is I need strength to see things through.
Its tough. Anything worth getting in this life is tough.

I want to dwell in the house of God forever.
I want to be able to take care of other people.
I want to other people's pillar of strength.
I want to be a constant blessing to other people.
I want to be a CGL.
I want to be....

IIIII
ok.. so I got to work things out.
Bo pian... can't afford to leave things the way they are.

Being Emo and all.. Being Spiritual and all..

OK I am not supposed to be blogging now.

Was talking about emo people and all a few days ago.
I was thinking there is actually no one who gets along well with another person easily all the time.

There will be conflicts, times when the person goes completely bonkers and stuff.
Love is not easy to come by.. not jus the feeling.. the actions alongside it..

Tough tough tough if we rest on our flesh..

People are just people.

Breathing heaven's air is needed.

Keeping on with a decision is hard without trust and love in God, in the people around you.
We never know where life takes us.. and a lifetime is long time to waste..

Takes lots of effort to keeping life and people running.. If someone ever put up an ad for the post of God.. count me out.. its gg to kill.