Monday, January 14, 2008

What I should be concerned about

Recently God's been speaking to me.
He is saying the same thing to me on saturday night, sunday morning and sunday afternoon.
And tonight..

God is showing me that in the things i am gg through in my life, I am not alone.
There are other people also gg thru that and most importantly, God is still there.

God is also telling me that I am giving attention to the wrong things.
God says He got a lot for me but my bag is not big enough to carry.
So I say ok. God, I am gg to get a really big bag.

New wine for the new wineskin.

I am less concerned about my lack, my hurts.

They are painful, nevertheless. But when I look at what I am going to get into when I lift them all up to God, they no longer seem so painful.

When I saw pictures of real children picking off scraps to eat off rusting rubbish truck, I am so blessed that I can consider gg on a diet. I got a choice, to eat or not to eat.

I am less concerned about how people treat me.

They don't treat me like a prince all the time, but I am not gg to dwell on it.

I realise when I fix my eyes on something too hard, I am probably staring at the wrong thing.

I am going to fix my eyes on Jesus.

Oh anyway Kgoon, I am gg to a workshop. Many people are coming. People who are in the business development business.

haha.. I am looking forward to learning a lot!!